邱旭泉
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Perfect?
People love to be perfect... well.. sadly we can`t be, humanly speaking.. no? ;)
if only we could be...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Piano?
Will it effect my future?
Slowly i`m starting to think so.. Slowly i`m regretting not continuing..
Sometimes I feel like i don`t belong at PKUM.. The studio`s are filled with them and not like I can go to one and enjoy the music with it. My friends all have better certs than me. Theory is always based on it. So is writing and arrangement. I can`t master it. So i certainly don`t belong there.
Arghghghghghgh... why did I hated it back then? I could have had an easier life now...
Do I even belong to the classic? Or should I just hang it and go fully to contemporary? Not like I will have a good future also if i continue on with classical. But I still like it! Up to the point where I find contemporary(or pop) boring. But i`m not compatible to the standard of the classics. Should I just try and make a big fool of a sucker out of it? Or go with something boring and probably easy, but yet popular to the world now days?
I even have had thoughts of dropping my instrument and sing. Should I? But..... hmm... Not that I don`t like my instrument, but, I find i`ll cope better if I just sing. Will I?
Blergh! Music! I now understand how Noda Megumi feels. Can`t I just enjoy playing the music for fun?
Labels: emo
