邱旭泉
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Piano?
Will it effect my future?
Slowly i`m starting to think so.. Slowly i`m regretting not continuing..
Sometimes I feel like i don`t belong at PKUM.. The studio`s are filled with them and not like I can go to one and enjoy the music with it. My friends all have better certs than me. Theory is always based on it. So is writing and arrangement. I can`t master it. So i certainly don`t belong there.
Arghghghghghgh... why did I hated it back then? I could have had an easier life now...
Do I even belong to the classic? Or should I just hang it and go fully to contemporary? Not like I will have a good future also if i continue on with classical. But I still like it! Up to the point where I find contemporary(or pop) boring. But i`m not compatible to the standard of the classics. Should I just try and make a big fool of a sucker out of it? Or go with something boring and probably easy, but yet popular to the world now days?
I even have had thoughts of dropping my instrument and sing. Should I? But..... hmm... Not that I don`t like my instrument, but, I find i`ll cope better if I just sing. Will I?
Blergh! Music! I now understand how Noda Megumi feels. Can`t I just enjoy playing the music for fun?
Labels: emo
posted by Mattster at 6:04 PM
4 Comments:
Hey, most of us are facing the same problem here, in this country, no matter what kind of certs we hold.. However, I found that u've improved a lot in what ur doing! From marimba playing skills to knowledge of music. Didn't you notice that u appreciate classical music even more than I do now? Rmb that u even know less than I do when we're in 1st year? Now ur the one who's able to answer all the questions asked in the class! Work on what you're doing now, I trust in you, someday u might reach that level. At least orchestra needs percussionist more than lousy pianist with grade 8 certs and saxophonist lol
Hey, are you ok?
whats wrong with classical?
u find it dunno what to do after grad is it?
contemporary also can have fun de..
ish.. duno what i wan to say....
juz add oil...
haha u watched Notadame with noda megumi in it.. its a cool drama !! yeah well if u like smth im sure u will do well in it so hang in there !
hey....dun worry...you are good at ur instrument...just hang in there...continue on
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